Pieces of me

2005-10-26T10:05:00.000-07:00

hang cute lang talaga nila hahahaha!

Kasoy

2005-10-22T06:09:00.000-07:00

Satiated...kasoy...1 whole pack...dizzy...with Lhordeesh...throw up....:))

Nasaan ang buto ng mga prutas? Nasa loob di ba? Ngunit ang kasoy ay kakaiba. Ang buto ay nasa labas. Alam ba ninyo kung bakit? Alamin natin sa sumusunod na kuwento.
Noong unang panahon sa loob ng kagubatan ay may kasayahang nagaganap. Lahat ng uri ng mga hayop ay naroroon. Sila`y masayang nagkakantahanan at nagsasayawan. Sa di naman kalayuan ay may isang bagay na nakikinig at inggit na inggit sa kasayahang naririnig. Ito`y walang iba kungdi si KASOY.

"Sana'y makalabas ako sa aking kinalalagyan" ang pahimutok niyang nasambit. Patuloy ang kasayahan sa labas at patuloy din ang pagbabasakaling sana`y may makarinig sa hinaing ni Kasoy. Sa oras din yaon ay may isang engkantadang naakit sa kaingayan. Sumali siya sa kasayahan ng mga hayop at sa di kalayuan ay narunig niya ang paghingi ng tulong ng Kasoy. "Sino kaya iyon?", ang tanong ng engkantada. Narinig ng kasoy ang tinig ng engkantada. "Para na ninyong awa mahal na engkantada," pakiusap ng kasoy. "Gusto ko pong lumabas". Naawa ang engkantada at sa isang kumpas, lumabas ang buto ng kasoy.
Tuwang-tuwa ang kasoy sa kanyang nakita sa kapaligiran. "Ayaw ko ng bumalik sa aking pinanggalingan," pakiusap niya sa engkantada Pinagbigyan ng engkantada ang kahilingan ng kasoy at kasoy naman ay tuwang-tuwa.
Natapos ang kasayahan at ang mga hayop ay nagsi-uwian na. Ang kapaligiran ay naging tahimik. Pagkaraan ang langit ay nagdilim, humihip ng malakas ang hangin, kumidlat at kumulog. Pagkatapos ay bumuhos ang malakas na ulan. Ang buto ng kasoy ay takot na takot at basang-basa. Tinawag niya ang engkantada at humihingi ng tulong na ibalik siyang muli sa loob. Ngunit hindi siya narinig ng engkantada.
Tumigil ang ulan at ang engkantada ay muling nagpakita. Nakita niya ang buto na nakabaluktot at halos di na makapagsalita. "Ito'y isang aral sa iyo," ang sabi ng engkantada. "Ang lahat ng bagay ay may kanya-kanyang lugar, dapat nating tanggapin dahil ito'y kaloob ng Diyos sa atin." Pagkawika nito'y naglaho ang engkantada.
Magmula noon ang buto ng kasoy ay nasa labas ng prutas.

hahaha! wala lang...haaaaaay...

kuru-kuro

2005-09-30T04:33:00.000-07:00

Hanggang kailan kaba pwedeng magalit? Yung naiintindihan ka pa ng mga tao kung bakit ka galit, yung tipong kakampihan kapa nila kahit na sabihin nilang wala silang kinakampihan..yung okey pa sa kanila na paulit-ulit nyong pinag-uusapan at pinipintasan yung kagalit mo? Wala naman ibang ibig sabihin to...naguguluhan lang ako dahil praning ako. adik. tamang hinala lagi. Sa umpisa, nakakasama ng loob na may kagalit ka, may binubuo kang kompetisyon sa inyong dalawa, isang kompetisyon na alam mong ikaw lang ang kasali. yun bang ang dami mong baong pintas sa kanila. Tapos tuwing iirapan mo sha pag nagkasalubong kayo, uulitin mo yung irap mo sa salamin para malaman kung winner irap ba yung ginawa mo. Pero pag tagal tagal..pag sawa na yung mga kaibigan mo sa kakakinig sa paulit ulit mong kwento kung bakit ka init sa taong yon, pag gusto nila iba naman ang pinipintasan mo, at halos ayaw na nilang pulutan sa inuman ang bilatching na kagalit mo, mapapaisip ka din. Kelangan na bang makipag bati? Eh diko pa feel eh. Hindi pa talaga Ate shawie.

May mga taong nagsasabi na wala silang kagalit, na isang malaking PH Care o Enchanted Kingdon ang mga buhay nila. Lahat ng taong kasali ay masaya at sila din masaya. maaliwalas. Life full of peace kung tawagin nila sa is-tage, sa city mismo. Sigurado ba silang di sila pinipintasan ng mga tao sa paligid nila? hindi diba? Pero gusto nilang nagiisip ng ganun, kasi hagardo versoza ang reyalidad. Kaya kahit maraming namimintas sa kanila o may nakasakit sa mga damdamin nila, carry lang. nagbubulag- bulagan sila, mga duwag, ayaw harapin ang reyalidad na minsan sa buhay mo, (in my case ay lagi), pag naaagrabyado ka, e responsibilidad mong ipagtanggol ang sarili mo. Pag pinaplastikan ka, plastikan mo rin ng triple raised to the infinity power, pag naagrabyado pamilya mo aba aba e di na uso ang pag bato ng tinapay, di masakit yun!

Sana walang batang nagbabasa nito dahil taliwas ito sa mga pangangaral satin mula pa nung pagkabata, at sana naiintindihan ako ni Lord ngayon. Tao lang po ako, bakla pa, at sa dami ng pinagdaanan ko sa buhay, ang pinakanatutunan ko at hanggang ngayon ay baon baon ko parin, ay ang huwag magpaagrabyado, ang lumaban pag kelangan. Hindi po ito simpleng isyu ng pride. Ito ay ang pagtatanggol sa sarili. sa kakasulat ko nito ay alam ko na ang sagot sa tanong ko. Okay lang na manatiling galit, okay lang na may mga taong mainit talaga ang dugo mo, may mga taong gusto mong maglaho nalang, may mga taong ang baba ng tingin sayo...pero eto...hindi sila importante. Ang importante ay ako,boypren ko, mga totoong kaibigan ko, at pamilya ko. At kahit na forever akong galit sa kanila...kebs! hamfafanget naman nila!

heads up

2005-09-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

Her poor boobs are helplessly sagging...
Children...always remeber, Thou Shall Not Steal..God is gravity.... and that face...oh god i cant look..

dyoskolord!

2005-09-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

Anak ng teteng...Ipromote nyo nako!!!!!!!

Cheber After!!!!!

2005-09-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

Thanks to damowdel for the lyrics :o)

Syempre pinalitan ko yung Three ng Two hahaha!
for my baby :o) isang tulog nalang!!!!!

Two years ago ,our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands gripped together
Eye to eye through the storm
Yet I still believe in ever after with you

Coz' life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine
Emotions volcanic eruptions
We both still care so we're still alive
Tunnel vision, determination
I want you I want to make it right

You are my twisted sunshine

5 days to go...

2005-08-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

im so excited!!! i just couldnt hide it!!!!!

In loving memory of cocoy

2005-08-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

Situation: Ayaw ipakatay ni Kenneth(ang bida kong brother na 4 years old) si cocoy, isang rooster na inuwi nalang nya one day na di alam ng nanay ko kung sa kaninong kapitbahay nanggaling, na inampon nalang dahil wala namang kumukuha o naghanap. Bertday ng nanay ko at kulang ng isang rekado para sa nirequest ko na putahe: Tinolang manok. Intindihin nyo, mag-isa, alaws nanay lagi, panganay..kaya pinagbigyan ni inay ang aking kahilingan. Tinolang Manok.

Scene no 1: *mama: pinapakuluan ang tubig na gagamitin pangtanggal ng balahibo ni cocoy*
Kenneth:*tamang hinala* Ma, ano ginagawa mo?
Mama : Nagpapakulo ng tubig
Kenneth: Para saan?
Mama : Maliligo na si cocoy...
Kenneth: Ahh...nood po ako ah?

Scene no 2: *gigilitan na ng leeg si cocoy, hindi inaantok at ayaw mag siesta ni taba..kahit na nakadalawang round na ng dede..
Kenneth: Papa anong ginagawa mo?....
Tatay nya: wag ka jan baka matalsikan ka...pasok sa loob.
Kenneth: *na-gets* ano nga gagawin mo?bakit mo hawak leeg ni cocoy????
Cocoy:*hysterical na, blurred vision, nakikita na ang yumaong ina, sinusundo na sha*
Kenneth: *isang ubod ng lutong na...* "HAYUP KA PAPA!!!!!!!!!!" sabay iyak *
Ako: Maihi-ihi sa panty sa kakatawa

Scene no 3: *Dinner time, nakatulog na sa kakaiyak si kenneth, gising na ulit oras ng hapunan na kasi, completely recovered na sha sa loss ng ninakaw nyang manok na tinola na kagabihan*
Kenneth: Kain na tayo?
Mama: Lika na anong gusto mo? gusto mo soup?
Kenneth: Sige. may kanin ma ha?
Mama: Subuan kita? big boy kana diba?
Kenneth: *inignore si mudraz pagkakita ng "soup"* "Wow! Chicken!!!"
Mama: ano pa gusto mo ulam?
Kenneth: Mamaya na yan, ito muna.

*at ganun ganun lang...limot na si cocoy. naka dalawang kanin pa si kenneth. ang kyut ng kapatid ko..manang mana sakin :)) *

konti nalang...

2005-08-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

rakel:take care ha? enjoy your vacation...I'll miss you..
Dos: I will po. promise. ikaw din take care ha? I miss you too...

Ayoko man umiyak, sabihin man nila lahat,pati nanay ko,na OA ako, na three weeks lang naman yun...mabigat parin sa dibdib ko ang pag alis nya. Therefore, umuwi agad ako pagka end shift at
crayola ngawa-ers to death ako sa bahay. Buti nalang wala dun si Rona, kaya bigay todo (may
papadyak-padyak pa) ang pag iyak ko. naalala ko yung movie nina Lean Salonga at Aga Mulach, yung "bakit labis kitang mahal", makakarelate ang mga nakapanood nun.

Siguro mali ko rin, mali ko na sa araw araw ng ginawa ng dyos, ang nagpapasaya halos sakin ay
yung nakikita ko sha, na ang pinakamagandang parte ng araw ko ay yung 10:00am na at nagdo- doorbell na sha, nakapagluto nako ng brunch, may dala dala shang tubig namin at ice cream,
yayakapin ko sha para mawala pagod nya...pagtitimpla ko sha ng iced tea habang nagpapahinga,
sabay yosi kami bago kumain. Magkukwento sha tungkol sa trabaho, kahit parepareho lang
kwento ko tungkol sa boring kong buhay rep, makikinig parin sha na parang first time ko
kinuwento yun. Kahit simpleng ma-ling lang, o nasunog ko yung sinaing, o maanghang o maalat
yung niluto ko sinigang, kakainin parin nya para di sumama loob ko...pag rest day ko nood
kaming movie, maglalaro sa timezone, tapos mag co-coffe sa starbucks. Kahit parepareho yung
ginagawa namin,masaya ako dahil sha yung kasama ko. Nagkakaintindihan kami na kulang
nalang magkaroon kami ng sariling language na ginagamit.

Kaya sa pag-alis nya papuntang States para sa kasal ng kapatid nya at para magbakasyon narin, para akong pusang aabandonahin ng ina, parang si calvin na iiwan ni hobbes, parang si marsha
na iiwan ni john, o kaya si betty na iiwan ni veronica. Nalungkot ako sobra na para bang diko
alam ang gagawin ko pag di ko sha kasama. Inisip ko na malulungkot din kaya sha? e bakit sha
makakaya nyang umalis at humiwalay sakin sandali? Bakit ako diko kaya? O baka naman tama
sila, kaya ko naman kaya lang nagpapaawa lang ako't nagpapaka OA. Sabi nga ng nanay ko, "e
kung tatay mo nga namatay iniwan tayo kinaya ko, yan pa kaya na three weeks lang". Mama naman...i-compare daw ba sa yumao na?!

So ang ginawa ko ay nagbusy-busyhan ako nung rest days ko, binisita ko nanay ko sa birthday
nya, nag brunch ako kasama sina Rochelle at Gil..akala ko malulungkot ako lalo dahil sanay
kaming apat lagi pag lumalabas, pero dahil sa daming kwento at tawanan...at sa dami narin ng
kinain, at mahal yung bayad, eh nagpakaenjoy narin ako...at totoong nag enjoy ako (thanks Chi
and Gilly :o) ), nag shopping din kami ni rochelle, tapos tumoma kami ni Rona naman kagabihan
nun. Natuwa pako dahil pagdating ko sa apartment nung tuesday night...nagaabang na sa lobby
katabi ng guard (si manong sangsang paa) si "Randy", ang stuffed toy na binigay ko sa kanya
nung x'mas 2003...17 days palang kami nun.Pinabanguhan nya ng cologne nya..para daw may
mayakap ako habang wala sha. :'o(

Ang bilis ng weekend ko..so kung mabilis lang yung 2 days...edi mabilis lang yung three weeks
diba? Isang pay period lang yun...dalawang rest days..2 weekends..sa pangatlong weekend, adito na sha ulit. Dala ang mga pasalubong kong isteytsayd. :)

Kaya ko naman pala eh...hindi naman pala ganoon kahirap. Tumatawag naman sha at nagtetext
at nage-email. iniisip ko nalang nasa alabang lang sha...malapit na sha bumalik...dalawang rest
days nalang, dalawang sabado nalang, makakakain na ulit ako ng ice cream :o)

Galing kay Benning malandi

2005-08-15T05:43:00.000-07:00

Karinderya Terminology

TAPSILOG - Tapa, Sinangag, Itlog
LONGSILOG - Longganisa, Sinangag, Itlog
HOTSILOG - Hotdog, Sinangag, Itlog
PORKSILOG - Baboy, Sinangag, Itlog
CHICKSILOG - Chicken Sinangag Itlog
AZUCARERA - Adobong Aso
LUGLOG - Lugaw, Itlog
PAKAPLOG - Pandesal, Kape, Itlog
KALOG - Kanin, Itlog
PAKALOG - Pandesal, Kanin, Itlog
MAALOG NA BETLOG - Maalat na Itlog, Pakbet, Itlog
BAHAW - kaning lamig ito... pero may nagtinda, Bakang Inihaw
KALKAL - Kalderetang Kalabaw
HIMAS - Hipon Malasado
HIMAS SUSO - Hipon Malasado, Sugpo, Keso
HIMAS PEKPEK - Hipon Malasado, Kropek, Pinekpek'n
PEKPEK MONG MALAKI - Kropek, Pinekpek'n, Monggo, Malasado, Laing, Kilawin
DILA - Dinuguan, Laing
DILAAN MO - Dinuguan, Laing, Dalandan, Molo
BOKA BOKA - Bopis, Kanin, Bokayo, Kape
BOKA BOKA MO PA - Bopis, Kanin, Bokayo, Kape, Molong Pancit
KANTOT - Kanin, Tortang Talong
KANTOT PA - Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit
SIGE KANTOT PA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit
SIGE KANTOT PA IBAON MO - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit... Take out
SIGE KANTOT PA HA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit, Halo-halo
SIGE KANTOT PAIBAON MO PAPA - Sinigang na Pige, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Pancit... Take out w/ Ketchup
PAKANTOT - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong
PAPAKANTOT - Papaitan, Kanin, Tortang Talong
PAPAKANTOT KA BA - Papaitan, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kapeng Barako
PAKANTOT SA YO - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Saging... + Yosi
PAKANTOT KA - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kape
PAKANTOT KA HABANG MATIGAS PA - Pandesal, Kanin, Tortang Talong, Kape, Inihaw na Bangus, Maruya, Tinola, Ginisang Aso, Pancit
SUBO - Sugpo, Bopis
SUBO MO - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo
SUBO MO PA - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo, Pancit
SUBO MO PA MAIGE - Sugpo, Bopis, Molo, Mais, Pige
SUBO MO TITE KO - Sugpo, Bopis, Tinola, Teryaki, Kochinta
SUBO MO TITE KO BILIS! - Sugpo, Bopis, Tinola Teryaki, Kochinta, Bihon, Tawilis
SUBO MO TITE KO BILIS, HAYOP! - ...same as above, minura mo lang yung waiter kasi ang tagal ng order...

2005-08-12T07:54:00.000-07:00

Missing you already :(

Happy Birthday HCC!!!!!

2005-08-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hindi rin engrande yung Anniversary Party ng HCC...hindi nga pinaghandaan eh, boring, walang kagana-ganang mag perform ang mga supervisors..lalo na yung si...Rona ba yun? Wala manlang nalasing! hindi manlang nag-ayos yung mga tao...hay! hahaha!

Si Rona ang nagtatanging "star of the night!"

Kasama ang maybahay ng aking sup. un. tuldok.

Ang ang QA analyst na walang kahirap hirap tawaran ng score..hahaha!

and the winners are...mga baddingerzie!!!!!!!!!!!

In short...lasing lahat! isa pa aling Rona!!!! "no woooman nooo cry!!!!!!!" :)) oh..and to those new here...im sorry ito lang talaga makikita nyo,puro mukha ko lang hahaha! extension ito ng photo album ko:))

ang potang inang baklang syet!

2005-07-31T08:31:00.000-07:00

Alam mo kung san ka man ngayon, sana lamunin kana ng lupa nang maglaho kana ng tuluyang paksyet ka! Bat di kanalang mag resign ng maayos nang dika nakakaperhuwisyo ng ibang tao? Sana di kana lang pinanganak ng di na nagkaroon ng mga kuto dito sa mundo! Isa kang "lalakeng" mukhang lasing ang midwife na nagpaanak sayo at pinainuman ka ng almirol na hinauan ng tubig sa kawalan ng gatas, at dumedede ka sa alaga nyong kambing na si mimi nung sanggol at pasikretong pinaiinom ng lason ng mga magulang ngunit dahil sa likas na pagka masamang damo mo hindi ka mamatay matay hayup ka! ngayon andito ka nagtatrabaho pero umaabsent pag weekends dahil rumarampa ka para mang rape ng mga kuting sa daan. potang ina paksyet ka! eto ka! ump!

2005-07-30T10:13:00.000-07:00

due to insistent wylmeister demand....

What are the things you enjoy, even when no one around you wants to go out and play?

- movie marathon on cinemaOne
- text...text...text...
- read a very boring book till i fall asleep.
- create poems

What lowers your stress / bloodpressure / anxiety level?

- a nice,quiet,full body massage
- a bottle of booze
- yowsi
- a tight hug
- syaping

put on some speed...

2005-07-29T11:58:00.000-07:00

"I know i could always be good to the one who will watch over me"..Sabi ko nga dati, lagi kong tinatanong sa tatay ko, patay na tatay ko pero lagi kaming naguusap, pag matutulog nako, pag pagod ako, usap kami. lalake sa lalake..ang lagi kong tinatanong ay bakit ba ang hirap maging masaya? Shempre wala shang masagot, kundi mabilis pa sa pagkurap eh tumatakbo nako palabas ng bahay. Labo ko no? Dati, pag may hiwalayang nagaganap sakin, ang pinaka famous na senti line ko habang umiiyak hawak hawak ang panlimang bote ng beer ay "ang gusto ko lang naman maging masaya"..sabay hikbi, sabay hagulgol sabay mura.. pu$%&*ng hayup pakyu sha sa earth!!! sabay ngarat. Sabi nga ni tita Romi, "bitter ocampo" ako forever.wala akong kadaladala, hayup naman kasi, inlab kung inlab. Ngayon...masaya ako, masaya akong may sobra sobrang nagmamahal sakin, minsan nakakalungkot din isipin na di ako deserving. mamaya nyo nako batukan. wait lang ha. Sa sobrang kampante ko kasi na abot hanggang milky way yung pagmamahal sakin ni dos, nagiging maldita nako. Kung gaano ako ka tahimik at walang hikbi dati, syang gago ko naman ngayon. Humingi ako kay Saint Jude ng lalakeng magmamahal sakin ng higit higit pa sa kaya kong ibigay, at binigay nya yun sakin, kasama ko araw araw, na kulang nalang bihisan at paliguan ako. Bakit ko sha sinasaktan? Bakit ako ngayon ang naghahanap ng gulo? Bakit ako OA kung magselos at magtampo? Natatakot ako na baka dumating nalang ang araw at mauntog nalang sha at biglang maghakot at iwan din ako, which reminds me, bilhan ko kaya ng makapal-kapal na helmet, just incase.Pag nangyari yun, anong dahilan ang ibibigay ko sa sarili ko? Ako mismo sisipa sa sarili ko pag sinabi ko nanaman ang walang kamatayang linyang "ang gusto ko lang naman maging masaya.."Dahil masaya ako, nagiging sobrang kampante ngalang. Alam kong hindi alien si Dos at may hangganan din ang pasensya nito...mahal nga lang nya siguro ako. Siguro kelangan kong mag isip ng malalim at isa isahin yung mga ginusto ko at nakuha ko naman...at ang mga potang inang selos selos na di naman dapat. Selfish ako, dahil gusto ko akin sha, gusto ko ako lang para sa kanya, gusto ko ako lang legal wife!Kelangan kong magpa regress at bumalik sa normal. Hindi na tama ito, sobrang masakit para sakin na sa kabila ng mga ngiti nya, mga halik at yakap, iniisip nya na wala akong tiwala sa kanya, sa kabila ng atensyon at lahat lahat, kelangan ko pa ng reassurance. Mali ko, kungmay hindi man magandang mangyari, kasalanan ko yun. Alam kong kelangan kong baguhin ang sarili ko bago mahuli ang lahat...mahal nya ako, lalo ko pa napatunayan yun ngayon na doble pa yung atensyon na binibigay nya sakin dahil sa kakaselos ko. Wala akong rason para pagdudahan sha. 3:46...apat na oras pa bago ko sha mayakap...di bale maghihintay ako..sa oras na ito, wala akong gusto gawin kundi ang yakapin sha ng mahigpit na mahigpit, mag sorry at mapasalamat. Cant wait...apat na oras nalang at magiging okay na ang lahat.

For what its worth....

2005-07-29T05:02:00.000-07:00

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep...

2005-07-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

yay!!!!! :-D

2005-07-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

mood:happy still :)

I took a day off of work yesterday, para naman maramdaman ko kung ano mukha ng makati pag Sunday. Would you believe na natatamaan lang ako ng sunlight pag saturdays and tuesdays? yep, kaya ang kulay ng skin ko ay yellow na hehehe Hindi naman nasayang ang Sunday ko, dami ko nagawa, shempre most of it with Dos. It was so sweet of him to come down to makati all the way from alabang on a Sunday, he usually spends sundays with his friends.(thank you baby :-x)

Dos arrived at about 1:00 pm, shempre di pako tapos mag ayos, ASAP was on TV when he arrived. For a while okay lang, i was waiting for him to react, heheh alam ko naiirita na sha sa pinapanood nya. In fairness matagal bago nya hiningi yung remote control, hihihi nang kumanta na si Juday and Piolo ng "together again..." hahaha!

Then gora kami to greenbelt to watch "Monster in-Law", pero wala pala sha sa geenbelt, sa glorieta lang, so we decided to eat muna. We ate at Hue in greenbelt. :) I had salad na parang di nauubos, and Dos had steak. Buchog. Then punta na kami sa G4 for the movie. Ang kulit ni Jane Fonda sa movie, hysterical. The whole time niloloko ako ni Dos, na ganun daw mom nya...:( hehehe kebs. Alam ko naman hinde, ako pa! heheh everybody likes me :p

We went to get a Thai Massage after. Sarap! haaaay! With the tunog bones and every-thang! hehehe Originally, we planned to drink after the massage, but parang mas masarap pa kumain hehehe so we ate again then uwi na, Dos stayed with me for a couple of hours at home muna then went to Sun Valley to play settlers with his friends.hehehe:) I'd say, i felt sooo sooo sooo important that day, not that i dont feel it everyday, heheheh it was just so different coz we had the whole afternoon to just go out, have fun and be together. Hirap kasi pang matrona nights na restdays ko...so may pasok si dos, so parang nagmamadali kami pag lumalabas...last sunday wala lang..i was in his arms the whole day, and it just shooed all my frustrations and stress away. :) sana maulit :)

2005-07-15T12:35:00.000-07:00

mood: happy

I've always hated being in the kitchen, its ma-hot, ma-dirty and ma-joho hehehe I remember my grandmother literally dragging me to the kitchen to make me learn how to make saing. Ive always hated that, i never wanted people controlling my life, nor what i prefer to do.. you know, like my entire life is in the mercy of other people.Hence, my becoming maldita and stubborn. hihihi..Kwento lang coz im kinda making myself gulat now, now im beginning to enjoy cooking.:) I started with ma-ling, then pork chops, friend chicken, then i learned to marinade, even making up my own marinade recipes, then my cooking evolved to adobo, sinigang,then im making experiment experiment na:) And my ginuea pig is forever cooperative, magaling shang artista, he makes ubos everything i prepare for him all the time :) Thank you to benny and emma for the tips. :)

I'll be on leave on Sunday to spend time with my baby:) we'll go watch movie then have thai massage then drink till were sabog wasak suka bangag! haaaay! cant wait!

Yun lang, for a change, masaya ako today hihihi...

rest day at last...

2005-07-11T12:30:00.000-07:00

I feel soooo.....tired. *sigh*

manong fart

2005-07-11T04:49:00.000-07:00

Kwento lang...hayyy kelangan ko talaga i-share. Nasa taxi ako papasok sa work, at nagtatalo kami ng cab driver take note: kung sino sa amin dalawa ang UMUTOT! haaaay. imbey yung manong na yun, alangan naman ako e ako nga ang nagtanong una kung umutot sha kasi ang djoho na ng taxi eh naka aircon pa kami,eh kami lang dalawa nandun! at alam kong di ako umutot no! hay! aga aga! sinungaling na manong na yon eh ubod na bahong amoy itlog na bulok yung utot nya! ibato daw ba sakin?!!! pagtripan daw bako aga aga! eto sha!

2005-07-07T06:11:00.000-07:00

19 months na kami... :0)

my taga "who's there?" sa knock knock jokes..
my motivator..
my teacher..
my ka-tong-its..
my adviser..
my taga-"oo nga naman.."
my yaya..
mu sugar daddy :))
my nurse...
my guinea pig..
my yosi buddy..
my drinking buddy..
my bear hug..
my goodnight kiss..
my best friend...
my love...
my purpose...
my life.

my hero..hihihi :))

wala lang...

2005-07-03T12:21:00.000-07:00

Tell Me Where It Hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

pampalipas oras from PamPam

2005-07-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Rakel
2. Bakel
3. Bi-an (bee-an)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. bakla
2. vakler
3. ganda (hihihi)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. my shoulders
3. my cheekbones
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my teeth
2. my butt
3. my lips
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. filipino
2. chinese
3. spanish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. thunder
2. pregnant women
3. death
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. mobile phone
2. kikay kit
3. wallet
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. headset
2. blanket (coz paksyet uber cold dito!!!)
3. necklace dos gave for our anniversary :)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. sharon cuneta
2. alicia keys
3. beyonce knowles/destiny's child
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. better days
2. someone to watch over me
3. more today than yesterday(spiral staircase)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. unconditional love
2. honesty
3. patience
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. my boyfriend is head-over-heels in-love with me :-p
2. i dont have stretch marks
3. ang ganda ko!
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. lips/smile
3. hands
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: (at the moment)
1. sleeping
2. pigging out
3. movies
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO HAVE REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. a new car
2. a new schedule
3. a year sabbatical (with pay)
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. dentist
2. butihing maybahay
3. flight attending
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. US
2. europe
3. hongkong
THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. lourdes
2. louise
3. dominique
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. spend more time with my family
2. be married and have kids
3. thank the people i love
THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. louanne
2. becky
3. henzy

...more changes...

2005-07-01T10:26:00.000-07:00

Just when everything seem to be in place, just when you start creating fun out of the used-to-be-not-so-fun thingies you go through everyday, changes happen. It saddens me because I complain a lot, and i rant about almost everything that bothers me, i find myself not wanting to get up to go to work,i hate taking calls, i release deep sighs almost every minute, i hate riding the bus and eternally waiting for cabs, I dont like the feeling of depriving myself of to just splurge and buy everything i want, I want to drive but i dont have a car, I'm pathetic. Im hopeless because I want everything i couldnt have, i dont do anything about it, instead, i just rant. To myself. Laughter allows me to hide the stubborn bi-yach craving to just snap. One time i might, you know, just snap and blame the world for not giving me a genie.

My good friend Kux, whom ive shared every issue of Cosmo and Oprah magazines since the precambrian era, will be resigning from work. She is going through...so much right now. I will miss her, i am very proud of how bravely she's facing the trials that seems to be taunting her..draining her patience and strengh down to the last bit. I hope everything goes well...And so she has to let go of work, and face her battle. change one.

Not only did my sonafabitch of an ex-friend-ex-roomate Maybellin Balawlaw left without settling her unpaid dues at home, she also left me and R with no choice but to pay her supposed share for the rent till November. In short, there goes my shopping money. change two.

I kinda want to take advanced spanish lessons in Instituto Cervantes but not really...coz nakakapagod..I want to do it...but nakakapagod...but im doing it...but hassle. change three

Well at least there were good "changes" too, Just transfered to a new building, which by the way is far better than Export...I see Dos almost everyday here, then at home again for brunch,my old NSI friends are here, I walk home so exercise narin....so there...maybe everybody goes through this phase at one point in their life, its just that for me its like I've been stuck here for sometime now...

o sige na...batukan nyo nako hehehe..

2005-06-26T13:41:00.000-07:00

i just had to post this hahaha! back when i was an ugly duckling. Shempre Beeeeautiful Swan nako ngayon hahaha!

2005-06-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

happy birthday pampam!!!! halavyu!!!!!!! mwwaaaah!

2005-06-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

Fete De la Musique SatNight!!!!! wooohhoooo!

Maldita

2005-06-13T06:25:00.000-07:00

As much as I hate being the Gladys Reyes/Celia Rodriguez(only when really pissed) of some Judy Ann Santos' life, I have decided to stick to what i think is right, what will help, and will make things easier for me. Throughout my youngling days(yup,starwars.), I was known to be the "maldita" one amongst my cousins, which i never understood because I remember myself giving a lot, I dont even ask for a lot of stuff. Well, except to my grandmother whom i was spoiled to the max. But maldita or not, my intentions were still good, the act of doing it just came out unintentionally bad. Which brings me to the core of this whole kapraningan shit. Sinae itae? One of my housemates, M. You see, I am aware of the fact that she doesnt have a family here in Manila, not a boyfriend even, nor close friends to hang out with, but those dont justify enough reasons for me to tolerate her insensitiveness,sumpongs,hardcore battle on desperate boosting of self esteem, and her being uber defensive when made aware of all this. Potah! Potah! Potah! So hard to figure out what's going on upstairs with her.I can understand, adjust even,but for me to do so she needs to talk.

Pet dogs would bark and wag their tails when they see you, but M? coming home from work, she wouldnt even look at you. Not okay.

While somebody's resting, trying to get some sleep for work later on, either M cooks fish in the kitchen of the studio type condo we share with R, Noisily wash only her used dishes in the sink, walks around the room bumping into your bed as she does, turns the light on, then off, then on..., or talks over the phone, which is okay, until they hang up (kablag!!!) .Not okay.

She volunteers to buy the groceries, comes home with food she likes too, and cans of lasang-tae-corned beef for me and R. She's not fond of corned beef. Not okay.

My mom called, M answered. Asked to call back. Where was I? a feet away from her, at home having brunch with A.Why didnt she just hand the reciever over to me? Galitgalitan.Bastos. Not okay.

You've got mail! oooh..its from M's boyfriend, Requesting that maybe R and me could smoke outside coz his precious little insensitive bitch M is sensitive to the smell of smoke. Complaining to bufraz..making arte-honey-im-sick-kashe-shila-eh!!!! Mayaman si bufraz diba M? gaya ng sabi mo? edi pabili kang gas mask! Not Okay.

So there, mula sa muta, naging luga, hanggang sa malaking kulangot na sha. All just because of one mistake. We never talked about it before. puro pakiramdaman. Until di ko na na kaya nung saturday, nag explode and bakla. Everything was blown in her face.Didnt feel good. So there. Nag ala Glady's Reyes ako, As i was having my victory yosi by mine and R's yosi area, i thought, maldita. Maldita na kung maldita.

traitor in the house

2005-05-26T06:57:00.000-07:00

"The hard part about publishing a public journal is practising restraint." shit. Coz I am so about to blow up now, I need to write, I need to tell the world how I hurt. I need to describe, word for word, to type every hurful words my confused mind can think of. You made me believe, you made me praise you, you made me defend you. And how dare you turn your back on me now? Now that i need your support the most? I hate you. Bato bato sa langit, tamaan ka sana.

Bakel at 24... :o)

2005-05-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

Syet tumatanda na talaga ako. haaaay...pero okay lang...paganda naman ako ng paganda..hahahahaha! charing!

Thank you so much to those who celebrated my day with me, also to those who texted and called. thank you, thank you so much guys... Sa mga fans na nagpadala ng greetings and flowers..thank you!!!! :))

Trellis,Market Market

Dencio's Paseo

Eto...share nalang muna ako ng pictures:)

May 6..Friday

"disayuno" treat with the españolas!

with "tasya"..:))

sinong bakla?!!!

Da Mowdel!!!!

Arbee, Benny and Ron--dumating para di pagusapan!

At Trellis Market Market!!!!

Homigod! magkamukha na kami.... :o)

with longtime friend...shey :o)

kookie monster!!!!!

with super travis!

with jaggie!!!!

wit cess!!!!

Thank you ulit so much to those who greeted me, gave presents and sa happy birthday hugs and kisses! mwah! thanks din kay pam and lordis dahil talagang may entry pa tungkol sakin ahahaha! shempre thanks to my baby for celebrating my birthday with me....again ;o)

Nicolettes Christening Adventure

2005-05-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

Saka ko na ikukwento ang "adventures" namin papunta sa binyag g cute na cute na inaanak namin ni Dos na anak ni Rose and Kris Mandap na si Nicolette Sophie Samonte...pictures nalang muna at medyo masama ang pakiramdam ng fairy god mother na ito :)

Hindi po sha kirat ladies and gentlemen...

With the mommy and fairy god mommies :) lukatdat kris mandap hair!

Syempre di mawawala ang picture picture sa CR!

Family Picture!

2005-05-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

BAKIT KA BOBO?!!?!

Ang Bobo bobo bobo bobo MO!!!!!

Tanga! Indio! Utak TOYO! BOBO!!!!!

DYOSKOLORD! NAKAKAIRITA KA!!!

MAGLAHO KANA!!!!

feel much better now....

2005-04-25T04:56:00.000-07:00

Only you...
....A love story written in the stars

"You make your own destiny, don't wait for it to come to you"

Meet The Folks

2005-04-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

Sobrang natuwa ako sa ka-happy-han ng fwend kong si louanne kahapon hehehe...finally she agreed to be introduced to A's family...While listening to her eagerly make kwento, naalala ko yung first time ko. hihihi first time ko na-meet ang family, take note, family meaning with titos and titas and cousins, ni Dos. Graduation party yun ng little kapatid nya at inimbitahan lang ako isang araw bago ang okasyon. Dahil kerengkeng ako usually manamit, kinabahan ang lola mo. Pano bako dapat manamit? sleeveless? long sleeves? skirt? pants? turtleneck? v-neck? push-up bra? baby bra? t-shirt bra? hahahaha! syet ang hirap mag decide. Salamat kay Rochele De Belen at nahimasmasan ang kapraningan ko. So gora ang lola mo sa closet at nagmodel model muna sa harap ng salamin. Mag-me-make up ba ako? Inulanan din ako ng tukso mula sa flat mates ko nun, dapat daw mag practice nako ng good table manners! hanubasila?! eh helowwww! kung table manners lang ang paguusapan eh...su hijo piensa que si ang dating ko no! hello?! So ayun, nung araw na yun, nag blow dry ng hair ang bakla at nag blush on ng konti at nakumbinsi ang sarili na yes, mapagkakamalan nakong artista, so gora na to Alabang! Sinundo ako ng prince charming ko sa Town Center at mula dun tumuloy na kami sa Laguna para masilayan na ng pamilya nya ang beauty ko :)) Tinatakot nya ako buong byahe....eh heller! hindi naman siguro si Gladys Reyes and kapatid nya at si Celia Rodriguez ang nanay nya na mag-aala Valentina pag di ako nagustuhan no?!! At ayun na nga...sa parking lot palang nag-pa-palpitate nako, pinagpapawisan nako ng malamig, bumubula na ang kilikili ko. eto na talaga to, wala nang urungan. Pano ako mag i-ismile? labas ngipin? pa-cute? bwakanangshetters kung bakit di nalang naggaling sa stork si Aldous!
Heniwey...eto na, nagtake ng three deep breaths si lola at pumasok sa resto with Dos...Para akong alien nung una kasi nakatingin sila lahat sakin, para akong matutunaw na umaasang lamunin nalang ako ng lupa nung panahong yun. Pero like any other natural superstar, super warm parin ang ngiti ng bakling at in fairness to the judges, di halatang tumatambling tambling ang small intestines ko.
Mabait as in sobrang bait ng nanay nya, genuine ang smile, ngiti palang nya, nawala na ang nerbyos ko. Ganun din si Jaymee (sister) at ang tatay nya. Unlike aldous nung una ko shang makilala na tahimik at mukhang nangangain ng tao, ang family nya ay maingay at makwento. Pero shempre and poise kelangan isipin....di pwedeng lumamon ng marami kahit masarap pa ang pagkain. Mamaya na pag uwi hahahaha!
So ayun...that was my "meet the family" experience with Dos:) Eventually nagtext-text na kami ng mom and sister nya...ginawan pako ng bean bag ng mom nya nung christmas as in sha ang nagtahe. I introduced Dos to some members of my clan last year din. Mag mi-meet din sila ng tita/mom ko sa States in August. Nakakataba ng puso, nakaktuwa. Kahit papano, hindi nakakatakot mag expect na makakasama ko sha habambuhay dahil hindi lang sa aming dalawa umiikot yung relationship. Kahit sabihin pa ng iba na hindi naman sila yung pakikisamahan ko...yoko naman ng maging outcast kami at walang kikilalaning lolo't lola yung magiging mga anak ko noh!

2005-04-18T04:21:00.000-07:00

This diva must rest...alas! rest day comes..

20 ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity

1. At Lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hairdryer at passing cars. See if they slow down
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want FRIES with it.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN"
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso
6. In the memo field of all your check book, write & gt; "FOR SEXUAL FAVORS"
7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy"
8. Don't use any punctuation
9. As often as possible, skit rather than walk
10. Ask people what sex they are, laugh hysterically after they answer
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "TO GO"
12. Sing along at the opera
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you are not in the mood
16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, BARBER BEEF-CAKE
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I WON! I WON!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot yelling "Run for your lives, they're all loose!"
19. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go!"And the final way to keep a healthy level ofInsanity....
20. Well, you know how all chain letters go..;-)

Something Unhealthy

2005-04-16T05:41:00.000-07:00

Never in my wildest dreams have i immagined needing my womanizer of a grandfather. Leave it to him to turn cents into millions, yes, my grandfather, without a doubt, is a good catch. Unfortunately it has been the family's indecisive battle to making him keep his hands to himself. So far these madcap women have been taking the liberty of refilling his fountain of youth. yeeeck! Looks like he's gonna be around for quite a while more.(I kid.I kid.) He came to mind because, well much to my dismay, despite several years of denial and hiding in this cocoon called pride, the desperate side of me has decided to venture into what my grandfather does best. no...not that.. ewwww! I gave in to the idea of putting up a business. I have grown up in a household where the know-how of running the family business is innately learned, like you were programmed as a baby and will only remember it all at four feet tall. Its beyond comprehension. How I managed to cut the chain of grandchildren turning lolo-kiss-ass-maniacs is another story, It is a question i opted to remain unasked. I am desperate of his approval. But to speak to my grandfather comes with choking off this boiling-over sixty-four-thousand-dollar question, telephone operator ka parin ba? haaaaay.

And some think it rocks to be me.

2005-04-10T04:47:00.000-07:00

Naramdaman mo na ba yung nangangapa ka kasi di mo alam kung may nagawa kang mali, pinapakiramdaman mo yung paligid mo, napapraning ka dahil feeling mo pinag-usapan ka nila?
At para masiguro mo yung nararamdaman mo...susubukan mo silang kausapin...at ang sagot sayo, oo at hindi lang. Susubukan mong magkwento, o mag tanong ng bwakanangsheters na stupid na questions, yun parin, sasagutin ka ng oo o hindi. Ayaw mo namang tanungin outright kung "galit kaba sakin?" o "may nagawa bakong mali?"...mahirap talaga makisama, para sakin oo, dahil may ugali akong taklesa at burara...para akong tanga na nag-aasume nalang kung ano sa tingin ko ang di nyo nagustuhan sakin at binabago ko. Ngayon parang mas gusto kolang mag-isa o kasama yung mga kaibigan ko, dahil pag kasama ko sila, di ko kelangan makisama at makiramdam at mapraning. Di ako napipilitang tumahimik dahil siguradong may kumakausap sakin ng matino. Ewan ko, napapraning lang talaga yata ako.

share ko lang...

2005-04-04T09:49:00.000-07:00

Share ko lang...Haaaaay...love.

What is love?

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and painther toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time,even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shavingcologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of yourFrench fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." (my personal favorite;-)

2005-03-24T11:52:00.000-08:00

And we're off to Gallera. At long last, the day has come. Just me and Dos. This was our first trip out of town together,alone that is.Ive been looking forward to this experience with him for the longest time. Gallera became my temporary heaven. Goodbyes, usual exchange of take-care-going-homes,goodnight texts and i miss you's were replaced by cuddles, little kisses, staring at each other's eyes, goodnight hugs, goodmorning kisses, corny jokes(specially Dos hehehe),more hugs...It was everything i could ask for, and Dos kept his promise, to bring me to the beach...just the two of us.

Dos made it so perfect for our vacation. We stayed at one of the nicest resorts in Gallera, CocoAroma. It was owned and managed by his friend Joel,and pucha! they make the best Choco Banana Shake pare!hehehe The cottage given to us was one of the best of CocoAroma..It has this cute little blue hanging lamp by the door, we took turns relaxing on the hammok by the foyer, and in the huge room was this beautifully large center table and two double beds..hmmm...idikit ang beds! hehehe

Day 1

And so we spent the rest of our first night jammin'...intoxicated and all..hehehe

We arrived at about 4:pm, after taking turns in the shower,we slipped on our comfiest beach pants then indulged ouselves to hotdogs and beer. Its a wonder how beer tastes better on the beach, dont you think? I was introduced to Dos' Gallera bum friends during dinner, there was Joel and Pino and Cookie and Cookie's wife. Last time aldous was there was two years ago, so immagine the amount of catching up they had to do hehehe...

Day 2....

We started day two off with a hefty breakfast, which by the way resulted to me displaying a big belly on the beach. I was like a sausage in a bikini. Definitely not included in my plan, ruined the outfit all over hehehe Well meals with Dos are always numnumnum so..and i had so much fun on the beach i totally forgot about the waggling belly after a while. We both had beer after and a calming massage under the sun, despite manang masseur's sandy hands..we were relaxed and stress-free after.

And back to the cottage to change, then it wa pusoy dos time. hehehe
Dos: so what are we playing?
Me: ikaw? poker?
Dos: Im not really good at poker, cant really keep a poker face..
Me: hmmm...lucky 9
Dos: Dunno how to play that...
Me: Unggoy-ungguyan then? hahaha!
Dos: Dunno how that goes either!
Me: hahahaha! e what card game do you know?
Dos: pusoy dos nalang :-D
Me: hokei...pusoy dos then :-D
Dos: So i get twelve cards and you get thirteen?
Me: Yup, coz i shuffled the cards...
Dos: aaaahh..okay.
Me: (Throws a card) okay..your turn..
Dos:(Throws a card from his hand)
Me: what are you doing, why didnt you draw?
Dos: huh? this is pusoy dos right?
Me: oo nga pusoy dos..
Dos: you dont draw cards in pusoy dos!
Me: yes you do! otherwise it wont be pusoy dos anymore!
Dos: what?! i paly pusoy dos with my family at home, this is how we played it! I learned this game from chinese people in hongkong..arent you chinese?!
Me: (labas ang bituka sa kakatawa) this is how I play pusoy dos eversince! Even real gamblers play it this way!
Dos: (Rolls his eyes)
Me: Dont you roll your eyes on me! turuan nalang kita hahaha!

"We're jammin'..awana jammin' wit you..we're jammin'..i hope you like jammin' too.."

Day 3

Dami ko nang gutooooom.... Ano?! wala kayong maggi instant noodles?!

We decided to start day three off with biggie biggie breakfast, then we're down to the beach (again) to get my tan hehehe..Funny coz all the restaurants we went to had instant noodles, this one did not! And we soooo wanted instant nooodles with pancakes and rice and porkchops and red eggs and fried eggs and choco banana milk shake!!!!!!

Dos: balik na tayo...
Me: teka, wala pakong tan line...

My fetish for dragonflies began after watching the movie "dragonfly" starring Kevin Costner, i sooo wanted one tatood on the small of my back but then later on decided against it. Dos had his name in Alibata tattoo'd on his djembe.;-)

syaping galore!

Dos: this wil be the last time im going shopping with you!
Me: hehehe ayun pa! bili mo rin ako nun!

"manang masakiiit!" "baby,ganda ba hair ko?"

"hehehe mukha kang high school"

Day 4

Time to go...it was too depressing to go back home. I knew both Dos and I were trying to be cheery so as not to affect the other. We had the time of our lives, it was good while it lasted. We're definitely going back. On that trip, I've realized how i can willingly adjust for Dos. To attend to his needs, from toothpaste, to ordering his food, to making sure he's tucked in well at night. I was surprised at how we can be royally bored together and enjoying at the same time. My occasional whining didnt seem to bother him that much..i hope! hehehe In those three days,I laughed with my baby, talked nonesense, shared corny jokes..I honestly left our little paradise with a heavy heart. Well this is just the first of the many trips we are yet to have right?;-) Thank you baby, thank you for keeping your promise. :-x

2005-03-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

Thank you Miles for the lyrics!!!! heheheh i just had to have it.:))

All I Ask Of You
RAOU No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you
-my words will warm and calm you.
let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry -your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you . . .
CHRISTINE Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime . . .
Say you need me with you,now and always . . .
promise me that all you say is true -that's all I ask of you . . .
RAOUL Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.
You're safe, no-one will find you
your fears are far behind you . . .
CHRISTINE All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night . . .
and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me . . .
RAOUL Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime . . .
let me lead you from your solitude . . .
Say you need me with you here, beside you . . .
anywhere you go, let me go too
-Christine, that's all I ask of you . . .
CHRISTINE Say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime . . .
say the word and I will follow you . . .
BOTH Share each day with me,
each night, each morning . . .
CHRISTINE Say you love me . . .
RAOUL You know I do . . .
BOTH Love me -
that's all I ask of you . . .
(They kiss)
Anywhere you go let me go too . . .
Love me - that's all I ask of you . .
(CHRISTINE starts from her reverie)
CHRISTINE I must go - they'll wonder where I am . . .wait for me, Raoul!
RAOUL Christine, I love you!
CHRISTINE Order your fine horses!Be with them at the door!
RAOUL And soon you'll be beside me!
CHRISTINE You'll guard me, and you'll guide me . . .(They hurry off.The
PHANTOM emerges from behind the statue)

2005-03-10T04:41:00.000-08:00

As promised..Pictures from Dos' birthday, Feb.13,2005 ;o)

Birthday boy with me and my high school friends, from left: Darl,May, and Shey.

Me with my flatmates Rona and OC May hehehe

Me and Chi

Birthday boy with PS friends, from left: lizette, ray, Mr. Brown, Gil, Chi and SundownMuse vocalist Briggs

Happy Birthday baby :-x love you love you love you!

2005-03-08T05:32:00.000-08:00

At long last, i have the time to do this, thank you spanish vdn god!

First, on disappointments.

For some of you whom i havnt told this yet, i applied for promotion last month. olats. didnt get it. I just love torturing myself by setting my hopes too high. Somehow i feel more motivated when im up to something, and really immagining getting it. I wanted that promotion so bad i felt betrayed when i didnt get it. Then i started comparing myself with people whom i felt didint derserve to be "there", people who didnt know shit and sucks in composing emails.But they got there. So whats wrong with me? clueless still. Thank you so much to kookie, for bringing my ass all the way to alabang and back, to jag for the laughs and ofcourse aldous for wiping my tears, for cheering me up, for putting up with my being so pathetic that day, and for patiently motivating me. Thank you so much baby. :)

On Birthdays!

This is kinda late already hehehe soweee...
Dos celebrated his birthday at 6 underground last Feb 12-13. He had everybody drunk! His band played at about 10 am..so sayang saya sana nun kung dumating yung 12 mn while they were playing, but still, saya parin.kahit magastos (daw) heheh man! galing all his friends were there, and some of mine too ofcourse hehehe feeling birthday ko rin hehehe I'll be posting some pictures soon!

On new friends...

Presenting my new HCC friends...kukulit grabe. Glad to have met you guys! :)

richie, me , and julia :)

ate gay izdatchu?!

julia my yosi buddy and me:)

Watch out for: My gallera trip with Dos!

2005-02-09T01:24:00.000-08:00

Cendant isn't so bad...actually, man! they have the best tool ive ever used! Apart from that, I have so many old friends on the floor, plus my flatmate Rona, im so excited to work with her. Training is completely stress-less, product is exciting, and im guaranteed to receive spanish calls only. Ha! sarap! I miss my old friends at my old account though..nakakapanibago to not see them everyday, sana sila din matransfer dito bwahahahaha! Hamishooo bing! hamishoo jazzie!! hamishoooo becky!!!hamishooo miles!! hamishooo cat!!! hamishooo tony!!! and my new found buddies...Stan's Team!!!! syet miss ko na kayo lahat!!!! mwah!

2005-02-08T01:41:00.000-08:00

We, Miles,Benny,Louanne,Arbee, and i went to Batangas two Saturdays ago for kookie's birthday:o) i gave up one PTO for that day, it was worth it... :0)

*First stop...Petron South Express Way*

We left the office bout 10pm. Shempre di pa kumakain ang mga bakla! so we decided to stop by Petron(along South Express Way) first and get some numnums to keep us busy throughout the trip, though benny kept us entertained..as in! labas bituka sa kakatawa!:o) I bought my favorite Mcdonalds Chicken Nuggets paired with Strawberry-Banana Shake. mmmmm! then i decide to surprise kux later with two packs of her favorite Capri Cigrettes. Mahal pala ng yosi na yun! pero hayaan na, sweldo naman and birthday din nya. hehehe

*Si Maria Makiling*

Louanne: O kita na si Maria Makiling!
Benny: Oo nga, o diba taray ng higa! yung pangalawang umbok, yun yung tenga.
Rakel: huh? Ang laki namang tenga nyan!
Arbee: *desperately elaborates the curves accentuating Maria Makiling's supposed body parts*hence, the lying-down-sideways pose*
Benny: Ofcourse, disagree ang bakla
*nagtalo for a while...then nag agree eventually*
Rakel: aaahhh ganun ba? diko parin gets...bat ang laki ng tenga at ang ikli lang ng legs?
Benny: explains again
Rakel: oo nga, gets ko pero sino naman ang makakaisip na babae yan na nag aala bold star pose e ang laki ng ng tenga!
Arbee: tanong natin sa manong na nagbebenta ng mani! dali!
Benny: anong tenga ba ang tinitignan mo?
Rakel: yun o! yung paganuuuun sabi mo hair..tapos...ay...yun dapat yung tenga may isang sobrang liit pa na umbok e...dapat...
Benny: yun nga yung tenga bakla! nukaba kanina ko pa sinasabi!
Miles: *ubos na hininga sa kakatawa...*
rakel: ay...wow ganda nga...perfect!
Louanne: guys....buksan nyo bintana...nag overheat yata ang kotche..(seriously)
*laughs*

*The Search for Star Highway*

Arbee: Wish ko lang dadaming pagkain dun kina kookie dahil apat na oras na tayong bumabyahe!!!!
Rakel: asan na ba ang P*##*@&* star highway na yan!!!!!

*Happy Birthday Kux!!!!*
Finally! we found the place, kudos to louanne who bravely faced her fear for cows..Benny for keeping everyone entertained, Miles na bentang benta ang mga jokes ni benny, and Arbee for his good sense (sige na nga) of direction! ha! finally we eat!

Mga baklang lasheng!

Lasheng na si Benny...humirit pa ng 8pm na daw kami umuwi...bakit kaya? hehehe

Happy Birthday kux!!! alavyu!!!!!

2005-02-04T14:09:00.000-08:00

I never had the chance to update my blog this week due to ka-OA-an of queue's. intermission nalang muna....watch out for: *adventures and funfunfun at kookie's birthday in Lipa ;o)
*my.... sigh! account transfer
*Sun-day-out with Dos at Fort Bonifacio..oo! tama nabasa mo!! as
in labas ng Makati!!!!! so excited!

meanwhile....hehehe hmmm..for my baby.. :o) galing galing! di tayo away this week :))

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New year, new skin :o)

2005-01-26T14:29:00.000-08:00

After 12 years of waiting, here it is finally. Welcome to my year.

Behold...

The Rooster is a flamboyant personality, feisty and obstinate. He is quite the extrovert who loves to strut his stuff and is proud of who he is. Outwardly confident, the Rooster is also a trustworthy, hardworking individual. He’ll tell it like it is with no qualms or reservations.

THE SIGN OF THE ROOSTER

You are a rooster. A very loyal individual. You do not like dishonesty or mockery of any sort. You're a blunt, up front and honest alluring creature and expect those around you to be the same. You are happiest when surrounded by others, at a party or just a social gathering. You even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing, for you expect droolers to listen while you speak and can become agitated if they don’t. You do have a tendency to brag about yourself and your achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing so.har har.

CHARACTERISTICS
Brave, Romantic (oh yeah), Motivated, Proud, Blunt, Resentful, Boastful---(am not!)

THE ROOSTER AT WORK
You are more motivated than most other Animal Signs, making your career a priority in your life. You are a hard working,or can appear to be, at least, flexible individual able to stick to the given tasks. You are generally a successful beautiful creature who will reach the top of your chosen professions.

MONEY AND THE ROOSTER
An eye for detail means the you are pretty good at handling your finances. you are able to give others good financial advice and can help get budgets under control. However, when it comes to your own finances, You are either or. You either spend it all or hoard it for a rainy day. (hwehwehwe tsk tsk..ahem! oo true,true..)

TAUREAN ROOSTER
You are a motivated and industrious individual. You take on responsibility and finish what you start. You started your life being beautiful, you will leave this earth beautiful. You must learn to relax though in order to live to your full potential. You always stand with grace and pride, whose beauty will be more evident as time passes...you breathtaking creature you!